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Sunday, November 20, 2005

Right now, I'm just feeling empty.
I just can't help but feel how empty everything really is.
I lay in bed at night, worrying about school. I don't want the holidays to end.
But I know it will.
I can't seem to look forward to anything now. Everything just seems pointless. Even if I do look forward to the friday get togethers with my friends, I know it will be over, and that's it.
That's the end.
Even if I look forward to a new movie, I know it will just be another movie. And another movie, and another movie.
After I finish reading a book, I will begin another book. And it will just go on like this.. Forever.
Everything feels endless.
My endless fears are consuming me. I just feel really exhausted.
Deaths have never seemed so reassuring. Until now.
I try to look forward to the smallest things now. Even to the fish n' chips lunch tomorrow, or The Sixth Sense on Wednesday. But it feels like my mind and soul will soon drift off to someplace I don't like. A place that makes me feel exhausted, tired, pointless and empty.

Closer is one of the best movies I've ever watched. Clive Owen is not only hot, he is amazing.
Natalie Portman is so beautiful. Her character Alice reminded me of Lux Lisbon from Virgin Suicides.
I just love the movie so much. Everything feels so... beautiful.
Those photographs Anna took. Especially the one she took of Alice when she was crying when she realized Dan, her boyfriend, fell for Anna. The photograph captured such innocence, such sadness, and such longing. The photograph is below.
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People in the show always told Alice that she had the face of an angel. She looks like a falling angel, to me. And Natalie Portman is perfect for the role of Alice.
She is so petite (5ft 2inches I think) that Jude Law has to bend down to kiss her. Which to me, looks adorable. But her beauty is just immense in the show.

Spoken 1:57 AM .


WEARE
Books. Old & new clothes. Marc Jacobs. Helmut Lang. Armand, the vampire. Movies. Jake Gyllenhaal. Minimalism. Lipstick.

WEOWN
My Friendster

THEOTHERS
Sarah Jillene Melissa C. Sally Aisyah Carrie Nabilah Auddy Sharon Trevor Grace Crystal Alyssa Ann Jiyi Alyssa Samantha Nurul Si Hui Mei Yi Phoenix

WELOOK
Paperbag
My E'ye?
Mint Candies
23 March
Sisters
Racial Harmony
Nine August
WearWYL
Mars
06Sept
CutsOf US
Taiwan
Mel's birthday
24July(Swim)
Grad Night
Ireland/London
MOS July
Last Day
Home club
Esplanade
Friday Nights

WEFIND
Models
Kate Moss
Natalia Vodianova
Elise Crombez
Fashion.
Marc Jacobs.
Cacharel
Marni.
Kirsten Dunst
Scarlett Johansson
Maggie Gyllenhaal
Chloe Sevigny
Gwyneth Paltrow
Cate Blanchett
Sofia Coppola
The ones that look good
Johnny Depp
Elijah Wood
Jake Gyllenhaal
Cool sites Worldwide
Friendster
The MisShapes
Terry Richardson
The Fashion Spot
US Vogue

CURRENT MOVIE INTEREST.
Ocean's 13.
The Simpsons Movie
Harry Potter & the Order of the Phoenix.
Factory girl.
The Good Shepherd.
Down in the Valley.
A Love Song for Bobby Long.
Zodiac.
My Blueberry Nights.

MUSIC
The Strokes.
Dirty pretty things

WEWANT
Miss Sixty jeans
The Chanel 2.55 bag
Marni slippers
Viktor & Rolf Flowerbomb perfume
Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds TShirt
Grey socks
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind dvd
Rare birds by Amanda de Cadenet.
Smile i-D photography book.
Street (NYLON).
Red Mary janes
Laced up red sneakers
YSL Red lip gloss
Pink underwear



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