In memoriam" Les Choristes.

I got my next issue of TeenVogue!!
I dont why am I wasting so much money every month buying this.
But it's a "guilty pleasure".
I just love reading it so much. But not as much as I like viewing shots from Vogue magazine.
I got Merrick & THE VAMPIRE ARMAND today from the book fair!
I am soooooooooooooo happy I finally got Armand.
I thought I will have to resort to buying it full price at Borders or something.
But no! When I saw the words "Anne Rice The Vampire Armand", I was like, 'am I really seeing this?'
I know it's a huge reaction, because it's just a book. But Armand is my favourite character.

I can't imagine how much I'm procrastinating now.
I guess I'm lazing around a little because I dont have to go to school next Tuesday and Wednesday.
I'm suppose to be doing my Media Arts homework dutifully. But no, I'm here blogging away.
What a complete waste of time?
The worst part is that I hardly listen during Media Arts class. So I cant remember what he thought now. Except for the basics of course.
I actually enjoy doing the preparations (which is actually sketching out the mythological beast on my sketchbook) so much more than doing it on the PC.
And then I have my fashion homework. We actually have to do our 30 clothes now.
The challenge would be doing the clothes for 15 men, AND, either painting or colouring the clothes.

We are watching Charlie on Monday! (Hopefully. Once everyone can make it).
I can't wait to watch it. We shall see Johnny Depp doing kid-ish comedy.
And yes Jiyi, we can all laugh at Augustus! (He IS what he eats).

We met Priya yesterday. It's so funny. Thank God Jiyi recognized her.
We were like hugging, and we talked for about 15 minutes. Or more.
But I was saying that I'm scared to go home too late because of the 7th month.
It was 11 plus already. I can't believe I'm scared of it.
I mean, I use to reach home at around 12.30am sometimes.
But after Jiyi told me what her friends told her, i got really scared.
But it was good that we met up with her. We hardly see our other classmates anymore.
We did see Val the other time, but the bus came. So we had to leave.
Anyway, Priya is in VJC(Duh). But I'm glad she's finally letting loose.
When I told her I'm from Lasalle, she was like "Oh my God. That's so cool! How is it?"
That's probably one of the few positive reactions I ever got. Because naturally, going to Lasalle is like a bad thing to other people.
I got pretty shocked.

I was telling Amanda, imagine going to town with makeup like this:(Look below, it's backstage at Chanel Fall 2005. The model is Irina by the way).

The makeup is great isn't it? It looks so doe-eyed. I like it.
It's inspired by Penelope Tree(a sixties icon, if I'm not wrong). She is gorgeous. But definitely we can't head to town with makeup like that. People will think we are from some other planet.

Something happy happened on Friday.
Most of the time, Friday is sad because of Visual Studies class. My teacher enjoys embarrassing people. Again, NONE of my wild animals got accepted. So yeah. And I only got ONE Iconic representation accepted.
She said "You know, you actually not stupid. You can do it. It's just that I can see that you just want to get it over and done with". Which is sort of true. But I just feel frustrated when I can't get anything right.
But some stuff happened that actually put a smile on my face. Everytime I think about it, I just smile to myself(which is creepy, I know).
But I do feel like such a dork sometimes. I finally understood the term tongue tied. I've experienced that so many times this week.

Kate Moss in Vivienne Westwood.

Spoken 4:57 PM .

Everything you've done wrong" Sloan.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

Hmmm. I'm not really sure if this is true.

I just LIKE KAHLEEN AND NAIMA!
Naima is cool. Kahleen looks like Carmen Kass, and a whole bunch of models put together.

I am sooooooo suppose to be doing my Visual studies homework!
But I'm not. Because I'm procrastinating.
I'm watching Mindhunters tomorrow. Hopefully.

Class was pretty draggy today.
Tuesdays are basically draggy. We actually wanted our fashion design teacher to teach us our Visual studies homework!
Poor him. But we are pretty desperate for an ounce of help.
Anyway, we have to design the 30 clothes and even colour it by next week.
The Interior homework is more or less stressful, as usual. Which week hasnt he make it challenging?An Abstract sculpture. The idea is interesting though.

I just recently finished my drawing homework.
I can't help saying that I'm quite proud of it(Shadings all done).
It's definitely not A grade material, probably not even a B.
But I'm just really proud, because it was my first completed drawing homework.
I can't wait to experiment on charcoal this week. He says it will be fun, but messy. Hopefully it's fun. My drawing teacher is the one teacher who remembers my name well.

Chloe dress. (Arent Chloe dresses perfect?)

Spoken 9:17 PM .

Wake me up when September ends" Green Day.

I really like this poem written by Sylvia Plath.
Her poetry frustrates me. I like only one or two.
It's called Mad Girl's Love Song.

"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head).

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed,
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

God toppled from the sky, hell's fires fades:
Exit seraphim, and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)"

It sounds beautiful.. It sounds dreamy.

By the way, I love The Island.
I'm so glad I caught that movie.
I still think Scarlett Johansson looks the best in Lost in Translation.

I ate at Pasta Cafe(the restaurant at Takashimaya) for the first time last Friday.
The food is absolutely delicious. You know when pasta is in cream sauce, you get full easily?
I still finished every bit of my meal.

I feel like need a break.. from everything.
But I just have to keep on going.
It's no point tearing. You just have to keep going.
My mind is empty right now. I'm suppose to do my Critical Studies homework today.
Somehow, I feel this one is harder than the weekly essays we do.
We did a this thing called a writing cure. We have to break through our barriers, and sort of find out what's wrong with us. But I dont think it's possible, really.
He can't possibly expect us to break through our barriers in thirty minutes?
He's not a psychologist or anything. He's just our Art Theory teacher.
We have to constantly write on our paper whatever we felt like, from seeing his topics(which is "Love" and "Meaning of Life").
And our homework is to illustrate what we have written. He said not to think about whether is people going to see our paper.
But how could I not? How can I not worry about whether he's going to accidentally peer at my words, my mind, my thoughts.

How am I suppose to illustrate something so complicated? I'm only a seventeen year old girl.
But my mind is already crowded with millions of things. How am I suppose to draw out those things for you?

My throat is still not well. I was sick last Monday.
It was strange because I didn't know it until I was in the bus heading for school.
I only knew I had a sore throat so I ate lozenges.
You know, the strange lethargic feeling people get when they are sick?
Yes. I had it. I felt cold constantly. Even when I wasn't in air-con. I was wrapping myself up in my cardigan. My body was warm, but I felt so cold.

I really dislike her now. All my animals were rejected.
Every single one of them. It's frustrating. I can't fail this.
It was embarrassing, sitting in front of her, her voice was so loud.
She's practically shouting. Everybody's silence was even worse. Because it means everyone is witnessing how you're getting stamped by her.
I didn't even dare look up. My face just kept getting hotter and hotter. My grade was a 2, out of 4. I guess it isn't as bad as failing.

Isn't it great when casual clothes looks so cool?
Kirsten Dunst in a Generra dress and Jil Sander flats. Her bag is APC, her necklace is by Kavier and Kind, and her blazer(hanging from her bag) is by Chloe.


I really like the sickly look. The way Nicole Richie is now, I think she looks way better.
Despite my friends saying how unhealthy she is now.
I can't think of what to wear tomorrow.

Spoken 4:51 PM .