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Friday, September 17, 2004

My heart will go on" Celine Dion.

Titanic is next Tuesday.
I've like watched that for five times.

I think I screwed up the AMath paper today.
It's just so weird, I felt so much more stressed out after the paper.
The topics I was confident of didn't come out today.
And there were so much sketching stuff to do.
Argh, it was really stressing to be doing the paper.

I studied 10 chapters for Physics today.
All in one day. (All of sec3 is done, thank God).

We were WH Smith, after so long of not going there.
Haha. Right. I read those interesting tabloids.
And I had a look at the "Best Dressed & Worst Dressed".
Sometimes, it's fun to see how they classify the people.
And I see the Vogues are out.
Jake Gyllenhaal is so so hot, I know I said it a thousand times already.

I've got this thing for shapeless dresses.
It's just so cool.
I see skinny celebrities wear them and they look just even prettier.
I was reading the Virgin Suicides a few months ago, and I just could imagine the sisters(in the book), with their pure beauty, skinny Lux(one of the sisters) in one of those shapeless white dresses, looking sad, beautiful and tragic(because it's white) and going for her prom.

I say "Cool" when I:
See a vintage clutch bag.
Hear something exciting and new(to me).
See a skinny and tall girl.
Found a solution to a really really difficult AMath question.
Am watching a really interesting action movie.
Do something unexpected.

HASH(0x8a9c8c4)

You have Blue Wings! You are artistic and highly
creative. Others are amazed by your imaginative
ideas, and the way you speak so smoothly. You
are very social, but you like talking
face-to-face, instead of the phone. You love
dancing, Writing, acting, drawing, singing,
anything that requires artistic style. You have
many friends, and are popular because of your
unique style. Though your jokes crack up
everyone around you, you often daydream about
many different things, lost in your own world.
Even though, you are optimistic, and remain
friendly and loved by others in reality, you
always like to visit your fantasy world for
some peace from the hectic world.

What Color are your wings?(Mainly for Girls)Beautiful Pix!

You are the Fool card. The Fool fearlessly begins
the journey into the unknown. To do this, he
does not regard the world he knows as firm and
fixed. He has a seemingly reckless disregard
for obstacles. In the Ryder-Waite deck, he is
seen stepping off a cliff with his gaze on the
sky, and a rainbow is there to catch him. In
order to explore and expand, one must disregard
convention and conformity. Those in the throes
of convention look at the unconventional,
non-conformist personality and think What a
fool. They lack the point of view to understand
The Fool's actions. But The Fool has roots in
tradition as one who is closest to the spirit
world. In many tribal cultures, those born with
strange and unusual character traits were held
in awe. Shamans were people who could see
visions and go on journeys that we now label
hallucinations and schizophrenia. Those with
physical differences had experience and
knowledge that the average person could not
understand. The Fool is God. The number of the
card is zero, which when drawn is a perfect
circle. This circle represents both emptiness
and infinity. The Fool is not shackled by
mountains and valleys or by his physical body.
He does not accept the appearance of cliff and
air as being distinct or real. Image from: Mary
DeLave

Spoken 11:30 PM .

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

I don't want you back" Eamon.

I felt sick during my Lit exam.
God, it was the worst feeling I ever had in an exam before.
I literally felt like throwing up, but there's nothing. Like emptiness but the feeling is just there.
I thought drinking more water would help but it didn't.
The feeling was still there.
I didn't feel better, it was just terrible.
I think it's gastric. It makes me feel as if things will come out of my mouth anytime but nothing does.

I sort of enjoyed studying Amy Tan's The Bonesetter's Daughter today at home.
In some ways, it got me connected to my Chinese roots.
The book was so sweet, in many ways about the mother's love for her daughter.
So whenever I need some time off from stressing over Biology terms(Like weird cotyledons , meiosis etc...), I'll just pick up my Lit book and start studying.
Besides, I'm having both exams on Thursday.
Bio is hard sometimes, especially when I day-dream during lessons.
But I really prefer Bio over Physics.
Physics is a subject I don't want to get involve in in the future, it just feels dry.

I just happened to be flipping channels and chance upon this sitcom.
It's a really funny comedy called What I like about You.
I've seen it quite a while ago, but I literally sat through the thirty minutes.
It was hilarious.
There was this part, when the woman literally pushed the managed into the mud tub.
It was funny because the manager was so darn obnoxious and arrogant.
And there was this really handsome black guys.
He wasn't hot or anything, but he was humourous, and goofy.
With weird hair I think? And the way he speaks are so cute.
I would like to have a boyfriend like him: black, cute and funny.
He looks like one of those that can make girls laugh the whole time.
I think that's sweet.

I just read this small analysis of the poem given to us during the Literature exam today.
I have so misinterpreted the poet's message.
It was like the complete opposite. Damn, I wish I can get better at Unseen.
It's always that that pulls me all the way down.

It rained today.
It was dark in the living room.
I didn't want to turn on the light and just sit by the window, with the rain hitting the glass, as I read on my Lit book, cuddling in my little corner on the sofa.
Sometimes it makes me feel good.
I don't know why. No one was at home except for my granny and me.
And she doesn't disturb me much.
In a way, I felt so much at peace.
I could even study better than before.
I does feel good, to be alone, sometimes.

Spoken 9:31 PM .