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Saturday, November 01, 2003

It was a rather tiring day for me.
For one,
I didn't manage to catch enough sleep.
Only six hours, and I wake up many times during this duration.
With Amanda's legs over at my area and Sam's over at mine too, I cant stretch my legs at ease.
(The legs were on ground btw).
And the most funny thing is,
Amanda had so much space on the right but yet,
She prefers to move herself more to MY side.
Which obviously made me more squeezed up.
I learned an important lesson. Never take the middle-sleeper role.

Woke up at 9, I really couldnt sleep peacefully.
Yet, everyone else was soundly asleep.
Those who were actually awake, they just simply chose to ignore me.
I read Elle again, but more in depth this time.
Did a lot of reading.
I keep telling myself,
I REFUSED to be ignored.
=(
I was so bored. Amanda opened her tiny lil eyes and smiled at me and went back to sleep.
How sad is that?
The birds are chirping. The sky's filled with sunlight. Morning's here.
And they're not going to enjoy it? Thats terrible.
No sense of.. nature.
Hmmm.

They however, did finally get up at 12.
(Big sleeping pigs I must say).
Then they finally dragged themselves to bathe.
Had spaghetti for lunch. It was good.
I was hungry. So yes.
Those girls. Take more than 30 minutes to get ready to go out.
Anyway,
I went home straight. Feeling all dirty and sweaty.
I couldn't much bother to bath at Manda's house, not really used to it.
So I bathed at home.

Mango's having a tiny sale. Not that it matter much to ME,
Since all the stuff I like aren't on sale.
I really like the choker there. It's gorgeous, and you can fit it perfectly with tubes or evening dresses.
How cool is that.
The Zara skirt really isn't for me. I realized that.
But I saw another gorgeous one.
It's 52 bucks this time. I'm thinking.
Right.

Oh,
I finally realized what Grace mean by COURT shoes.
God, I LOVE Court shoes. Most of them anyway.
Especially the pointy types.
Even if I do buy them, I'll have to get the short heel(Please don't laugh).
I hardly could walk on high ones.
But of cos, I still prefer boots.
People will think you're crazy if you wear them here.
Why isn't such thing as Winter here? =(
I love London.
London's style of dressing especially.
I would really like to visit there someday.
Btw,
People, see if your thighs touch.
This probably shows if your legs have shape or not.
It's real, I suppose.

I need to catch more sleep tonight.
=)
(Yes I know. Finally a happy smile).

Spoken 9:05 PM .

Superman" Five for Fighting

I'm currently at Amanda's. It's obviously boring.
Since I'm alone.
Everyone's out partying. I'm stuck in my own shell.
I really do prefer that though.
I'm MOODLESS.
Needless to say.
And this keyboard's hard to type.
Argh. I'll do it much better standing.
But my legs are tired.

I really regretted not getting the skirt I saw.
It was perfect. Yet,
I'm stupid. I know.
I'm gonna drag to Orchard tomorrow to get it for me.

So far, I:
Watched The Grinch(I love Jim Carrey).
Read this month's Elle twice, I must say I like this current issue.
Read a little of my book.
Listened to dozens of music on her playlist.
Sms them in Sentosa a few times.
Went through a little of her necklace box.

God, this is boring.
After reading half of Shopaholic Abroad, I feel the more urge to go to New York and see what its like over there.
Sounds really cool. It's definitely a shopping paradise.
And,
If i were in a four season country or AM living there,
I would buy:
Leather gloves for cold hands,
One of those I'll-die-for stylish woollen tops with designs on them,
Leather pants,
Boots(YES of cos, I could I forget),
A really nice scarf for the neck,
"Long jackets" (You know what I mean),
Long sleeved blouse-y typos
Many of those really cool long sleeves.
That'll be for the Winter/Autumn of cos.
I've been staring at this season's winter fashions and I'm getting really jealous.
Not only that,
Zara, Mango and many other shops are having all this really gorgeous Winter stuff.
Which I obviously can't buy.

This is sad.

I'm feeling kinda dirty.
I want a bath. But I've got to wait for the rest.
I dont get the The-Holidays-Are-Here feeling.
In fact, today was bad. I suppose.
Not about school of cos. DMC's cancelled.
Which made me a little more cheerful.
A series of incidents followed on.

My uncle just recently came back from overseas,
I love him. And I really miss him.
And I'll love to play a round of cards with him.
In fact, he's the only one that gave me attention today at home.
My mum just vent her frustrations on me.
I just need to get away. It's making ME frustrated.
An unpleasant journey to Amanda's house.
Stormy evening I must say.
I like the sky though. Depressing.
I feel like I'm in a Literature book, and the stormy skies depict my mood at that time.
Really really upset.
I'm upset about life.

At one time, I'll be buying clothes.
I'll be window shopping.
I'll want to dress up.
Stuff like that.
Then, I'll think,
Isn't all this just a cover up?
Whats the point of all this dressing up, when actually,
I'm still THIS ONE plain girl.
Which got me thinking again.Ugh.

Spoken 1:35 AM .

Wednesday, October 29, 2003

I'm feeling really depressed.
Or rather,
Upset.
Because:
The lace I bought doesnt suit me.
The top I just got from Selfridge seems a little too tight, according to my mum.
Everywhere seems dull.
It's boring.
I really want to listen to Santa Monica but no one's willing to download it for me. Except for Jiyi, who isn't online currently.
My skins appears dead(and rotting).
None of the songs cheer me up. Now.
There arent any nice movies to catch.
Moodless to even go out.
There's CCA on the last day of school as well as Saturday.
I can't find the perfect jeans for myself.
I still have two more days of school to go.
I'm TIRED I WANT A FUCKING BREAK PLEASE.
Grace's hamster just died.
I'm so indecisive that I always end up not buying anything.
And,
Why are my legs so fucking ugly?

I can't stand myself.
Really.
This world seems corrupted and covered with mud.
This moodyness will probably pass.

Didn't scrub the class. We'll do it tomorrow.
We were busy playing with cards in fact.
I really suck at shopping.
We walked around for two hours. All I managed to get is one top.
I can possibly only be a pro at Window shopping.
Life is really bad.

Spoken 7:31 PM .

Tuesday, October 28, 2003

Santa Monica" Savage Garden

Okay.
Okay.
I know.

The guy is NOT the fashion designer.
I KNOW.
He's the actor. A stuck up "unknown" actor.
Argh.
Lorenzo Lamas.
Okay, he's hot. I know.
He's so fucking hot.
He can speak so well.
"Yes you are right. Your best feature is your face. Cos your body does not back it up at all."
Arent I right?

He's so charming. (I bet he charmed the hell out of those girls)
Or rather, they were pissed off with him.
But thats not the point.
He's gorgeous. Isnt he?
I never knew Reality TV shows could have such hot judges.
He married five times. Probably have a motherload of kids.
Ah well. He doesn't even look 45.
I think he's gorgeous.
ALL RIGHT.
I know.
You're going to say,
"This is NOT unusual."
Another infatuation. Oh well.
You'll probably say again, "I KNEW IT. It was another weird guy."
At least I dont' feel that alone. Amanda thinks he's hot too.
ANYWAY.

I LOVE JIYI. I really do.
I was feeling depressed about life yesterday.
And so, Jiyi sent me many songs to cheer me up.
It worked btw. Rather hilarious, and cute song.
The Rainbow Connection by Kermit the frog,
and,
Elmo Song.
God, i love these two. I preferred the Kermit song actually.
The frog in the Muppets with damn long hands and legs.
Aww. Cute?
Man, I love Jiyi. She's the sweetest.
Those songs cheered the socks out of me.
She always knows how to cheer me up. Most of the time anyway.
-Gives her a hug-.
Plans for Halloween. I'm NOT in the mood to go out.
I know. This is the first time.
I just want to stay indoors. Watch a couple of rent movies.
Be with my friends.
I'm tired.
There.

Spoken 10:14 PM .

[EMO]
Do you enjoy depressing music?
Yes, most of them.
What makes you sigh?
Thinking of school, and all the clothes I love but can't afford.
How many hours a day, on average, do you spend feeling sorry for yourself?
Probably one. I hardly think about it.
Who or what always brings you down?
Terrible results, looking at expensive price tags, and those that bitched about me.
What frightens you?
Supernatural, lizards, "freaky" movies.
Do you wear sweaters all the time?
No, not all the time.
What makes you tick?
People who just don't get it.
How many times has your heart been broken?
A couple.
What do you think of Dashboard Confessional?
Huh?

[PUNK]
Tell me about that time you broke that law!
Hm probably just eating in places where you cant?
What or who pisses you off?
The I-think-I'm-So-Gorgeous ones.
Would you rather date a sissy or a homebody?
Homebody.
Sex or drugs or breaking stuff?
Definitely sex.
The Clash or The Ramones?
I don't know?
What do you think about Anarchy?
It's bad.
Tell me about a prank you played!
I don't feel like typing out the prank.
Do you do things that are "bad for your body"?
Eating oily food. Not drinking enough water. Stuff like that.
How many times have/were you kicked out of that place?!
I don't know?
Are you in trouble all the time?
No, I'm a saint.

[GOTH]
Do you want to die?
No, there's still so much more fun in this world.
What do you think about graveyards?
It's nice I suppose.
Do you write poetry often?
Only when I FEEL LIKE IT.
How much black clothing do you own?
I don't really count it. Probably 30 per cent?
What type of makeup do you wear?
Colour lipstick if i can get to wear it. Gloss if needed. Mascara(I love those) and a little eyeshadow. Concealer.
Masochism or sadism?
Masochism.
How do you feel about the rest of the world?
They're cool. I suppose.
Do you cry often?
If only I'm upset.
What do you think about vampires?
They're hot. Most of them anyway. Their sharp teeth only make them look more sexy.

[METAL]
How messy are you in general?
Very.
Do you bang your head on things repeatedly?
No
What do you think of mullets?
What?
When did you start drinking alchohol?
Not heavy ones of cos. Like 14?
Do you go to concerts often?
Yes.
What bands rock your pants off?
I love Three doors down, Evanescence, Simple Plan.
What do you think about violence?
No, definitely not.
Who or what makes you homicidal?
The people who clings onto you.
Worship Satan or practice black magic?
No thank you.
How wild are you in general?
Moderate.

[GRUNGE]
Are you wearing any clean clothes right now?
Of cos.
How often do you do the laundry, anyway?
My mum do it for me.
Do you wear flannel shirts a lot?
I don't think so.
When was the last time you showered?
Half an hour ago.
Do you speak clearly?
Sometimes.
Are you a lazy person?
Yes.
Do you play any instruments?
No, no music instruments for me please.
Who or what do you rant about a lot?
Media, celebrities. The usuals, and the people around of cos.
Empathy or Sympathy?
Empathy.
What do you think about Nirvana?
I don't know much about him.

[INDIE]
What makes you different from the rest of them?
I like my hair, which is a little different from the rest. It's a different style.
Who or what makes you bitter?
School. Exams. Cramps.
What was the last big decision you made?
To buy, or not buy the lace.
Are you a happy-go-lucky type of person?
Sometimes.
What do you think about conformity?
Yes I think it's good.
How hard do you work to get what you want?
Very if I REALLY want it badly.
What do you resent?
School, sometimes. Smoking. Pimple. Cramps.
Why might some people consider you to be an asshole?
They think I'm a snob. And I'm so sarcastic that I become bitchy.
Do you trust others?
Not really.
Are you a loyal friend?
I guess so.

[RAP]
Do you live in the ghetto?
What?
Have you ever even held a gun before?
No.
How much bling do you own?
?
Would you rather have your best friend be a wangsta or a wigga?
Wangsta.
Would you rather be bustin' caps or rollin' joints?
None of them.
Big butts or big boobs?
Breast of cos.
What's your best pickup line?
"Hey, don't you feel lonely down there?" I know. Weird. I'm not gonna use it anyway.
"Fo' Sho" or "Yeah, son"?
Yeah son?
What race are most of your friends?
I have friends of every race.
Ever been to prison?
No thanks.

[POP]
Who or what makes you so excited you piss your pants?
Clothes which I'll die to have and it's not over the budget. Seeing real models, or even better, models.
Prep or Yuppie?
Prep.
How much money do you spend on bad music?
I download my music.
Justin Timberlake or Nick Carter?
Justin.
How many of your friends still listen to NKOTB?
Me only probably. Ha. I like their song.
Do you like mainstream music?
?
Do you want to be a pop diva?
I don't mind, the money will be good.
How many times, on average, do you say "like" in a sentance?
A lot. A thousand.
OMIGOD or OMG?
OMG.
Ditsy or just plain stupid?
Plain stupid.

Spoken 6:24 PM .

Monday, October 27, 2003

Okay, I'm practically just woken up.
I've am having running nose.
Headaches yesterday.
Heat in my body.
Very bad sore throat.
And so,
I'm skipping school today.
I'm really feeling very bad. Since there's an A Math lesson scheduled today.
And nobody knows about it.
Except, of cos, when I sms the chairman and vice chair of the class.
So, I'll probably just pretend I didn't know a bit about it.
To make myself feel less guilty.
God, I'm a terrible person.

Anyway,
I'm kinda hungry now, and I'm craving for garlic bread.
Weird I know.
The book I'm currently reading is really really good.
The Secret Dreamworld of a Shopaholic.
Recommended by many of cos. So I decided to go for it.
I want go get:
That pair of Topshop jeans which I lay my eyes on for a long time.
That Mango drop shoulders which I spot on Saturday.
A Zara skirt.
Striped long sleeves.
I don't mind spending a little bit more money.

Check this out.

-S-
You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You
are very sexy, sensual and passionate, but you do
not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will
this past of your nature reveal itself. When it gets
down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You
know all the little tricks of the trade, can play
any role or any game, and take your love life very
seriously. You don't fool around. You have the
patience to wait for the right person to come along.

[21st.]

Being born on the 21st day of the month (3
energy) is likely to add a good bit of vitality
to your life. The energy of 3 allows you bounce
back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental.
There is a restlessness in your nature, but you
seem to be able to portray an easygoing, sometimes
couldn't-care-less attitude. You have a natural ability
to express yourself in public, and you always make a
very good impression. Good with words, you excel in
writing, speaking, and possibly singing. You are energetic
and always a good conversationalist. You have a keen
imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and
become involved with too many superficial matters.
Your mind is practical and rational despite this tendency
to jump about. You are affectionate and loving, but very
sensitive. You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

Spoken 1:03 PM .