Tune : My Immortal" Evanescence

Beautiful day.
No raining. Sun's great.
Getting excited for tonight.
I'm alone. Again.

Mother, dad, Aunt are all away in Johor.
They'll probably have a good feast tonight.
Sister's out. Again.
Music's on.
Nothing else.
Just me and the PC.
Woke up really late today. I'll then have energy for tonight's concert.
That's wad my sister advised me to do.
I'll go heat up my dinner now.

It is right there. Within reach.
Will you know it when you see it?
It appears. Vanishes. It is never permanent.
You have to take it while you can.
It is unpredicated, unexpected.
If you act on it, suddenly everything is possible.
It can change your life.
Nothing ventured. Nothing gained.
Take a chance.

Spoken 4:02 PM .

Aqua Paradise (*Whats your Signature Colour) Emode.
You're one-of-a-kind, that's for sure. A unique individual like you will make her mark with a bold, eye-catching color that's not afraid to be noticed. That's why we're pairing you up with Aqua Paradise. Your friends may sometimes question your choices in everything from what you wear to who you date, but they are likely to admire your willingness to experience all that life has to offer. In fact, it wouldn't surprise us if your experimental nature has helped you become ultra-secure in yourself — and that's a great way to be. You've also probably got a creative way of looking at the world that gives you a unique approach to solving problems, at home and at work. And your offbeat opinions and adventurous spirit likely make you a compelling character to pal around with. So keep it up, Aqua, and never give up on whatever paradise you seek!

*Whats Your Superpower? Emode.
Holy smokes, you've got X-RAYVISION! Your answers show a keen sense of insight, coupled with a piercing mind. Okay, so you may not be able to see through brick walls — not yet, anyway. But you probably enjoy looking beneath the surface of things and reading between the lines. Your X-ray vision lets you see things others can't, making you good at reading people's motivations, solving mysteries of all kinds, or maybe just finding misplaced car keys. You've got the gift, so if you haven't started using it, it's high time you did. Just think of the benefits: You could really start undressing people with your eyes. Winning lottery tickets and grand prize soda-bottle caps will be effortlessly revealed to you. So start practicing! All superheroes know that developing your powers begins with mental training. To start honing your X-ray vision, try looking for the hidden meaning in things. Read old English poetry. Do crossword puzzles. Think metaphorically. Once you've trained your mind, you'll be ready to instruct the eyes. Start with gauzey fabrics, then move on to semi-transparent glass. Keep at it, and you'll be seeing through concrete slabs in no time. Good luck!
Spoken 6:50 PM .

Tune : Work It” Nelly. Justin.

Tired. I couldn’t slp last night.
I think I have insomnia.
Lying there in the dark.
Try closing my eyes and knocking off.
But I can’t.
Everyone else in the house was aslp.
And it’s all just me.

Only managed to wake up at 10.
And I was suppose to wake up at 8.45 for a tan.
I’ll do it tomorrow then.
And.
I have to wake up by then.
No matter wad.
Yes, determination.

Alone again.
Almost like every other day.
Sister’s probably enjoying her day in sch.
If today’s like any normal sch day
I’ll be sweating after PE lessons.
And.
There’ll be DMC.
Friday’s always a long sch day for the week.
But the relaxing day too.
Not much learning subjects on that day.
Except for English.
That’s when everyone in class slacks.

I’ll then be having fun,
Bitching non-stop with the friends around me.
Mainly.
Amanda, Sam, Alicia, Rachel.

Next Monday.
Mannnn.
I’ll have to wake up early again.
I’ll have to take the bus to sch,
With my sleepy face.
Two weeks pass really slowly.
Like last week.
It seems like a month when I’m having the hols.
Eck.

Spoken 6:00 PM .

Tune : Sing For The Moment” Eminem

Sore.
I’m feeling sore.
From staring at the PC screen too long.

Feeling exhilarated.
Most of u will know why.
Especially Nicole.
She saw them at the Airport today btw.
Lucky asshole. And I heard there’s really little ppl there.
Cos of Sars I guess.
-Counts-.
Two more days.
I just can’t wait anymore.

I made dinner last night.
It was all right.
Homework homework.
They shld have given it to us earlier this week.
Instead of giving it to us only on Wed.
I didn’t complete any yet.
Need help for Maths, as always.

I think Li Wei is handsome.
Oh mannnnn.
Saw him on TV earlier in the day.
No wunder Sarah thinks he’s gorgeous.
I’ll be alone this Saturday.
Will be out at night.

Math homework beside me now.
I must complete it.
Sooner or later.
Yes. Concentrate!

Spoken 9:16 PM .

What is your name? Sukyi
What color underwear are you wearing? White.
What are you listening to right now? Eminem.
What was the last thing you ate? Lunch.
If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Pink.
Where do you plan to go on your honeymoon? France.
How is the weather right now? Dark and Cold.
Last person you talked to on the phone? Mei Xia.
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Face.
Do you like the person that sent you this? It’s taken from Sarah’s blog.
How are you today? A little exhilarated
Your favorite drink? Winter Melon Tea.
Your favorite alcoholic drink? They’re all sweetened.
How do you eat an Oreo? Separate it and eat.
What's the next CD you're going to get? Energy.
Hair color? Dark brown.
Eye Color? Dark brown.
Do you wear contacts? Yeah.
Siblings/offspring and their ages? Sister, 17
Favorite month? September/December(The holidays).
Favorite food? Mmm there’s a lot.
Last movie you watched? It’s been a long time.
Favorite day of the year? 21st May.
Are you shy to ask someone out? That depends if I like the person.
Do you like scary or happy movies better? Happy.
Summer or winter? Summers, I love light/sun.
Hugs or Kisses? Both.
Relationships or one-night stands? Relationships.
Chocolate or vanilla? Vanilla.
Living arrangements? In a really nice house(interior designed by me).
What books are you reading now? Persuasion.
What's on your mouse pad? A bunch of singers on it.
Favorite board games? Monopoly.
Favorite magazine? Cleo.
Favorite smells? Mine(Hah).
Least favorite smells? Stinks?
Favorite sound? Music.
Worst feeling in the world? Lethargic-ness.
What's the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning? The birds are chirping.
Favorite color? Black.
How many rings before you answer the phone? Depends if I’m lazy to get up from the couch.
Future child's name? I’ve not even thot of marriage.
Favorite thing in life? Everything.
Do you like to drive fast? No not that fast.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? No.
What's under your bed? Nothing.
What is your favorite number? 5
Spell your first name backwards - Iykus
The story behind your lj user name – It’s blogspot btw.
Where do you live – S’pore.
4 words that sum you up – Confident. Introverted. Creative. Emotional.

Describe Your
Wallet: Green Roxy.
Hairbrush: Pink shiny.
Toothbrush: Dark blue.
Jewelry worn daily: Silver earrings.
Pillow cover: Flower printed.
Blanket: Same(Its in a set).
Coffee cup: Haha I don’t have one.
Sunglasses: Nah.
Underwear: Like wad I said (*Above)
Shoes: There’s the Adidas’s, and the Sch shoes.
Favorite top: Hm I love all my tops.
Cologne/Perfume: The Body Shop.
CD in stereo right now: Nothing.
Tattoos: I don’t have one.
Piercings: Four.
What you are wearing now: A extremely large T shirt and shorts.
Hair: Messed up.
Makeup: Gloss. Eye shadow. But I hardly wear them.

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
In my mouth: Braces, teeth, tongue.
In my head: A lot of thinkings.
You Wishing: I’ll get to see who I wanna see.
After this: Going online.
You Eating: Food, simple lunch.
Your Fetishes: Clothes. Candies.
If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason: Currently no one at the moment.
Person you wish you could see right now: All my friends.
Is next to you: Curtains.
Some of your favorite movies: Action most of all.
Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month: Exams (So I can get over it).
The last thing you ate: Lunch, previously mentioned.
Something that you are deathly afraid of: Exams.
Do you like candles: Oh ya those scented pretty ones.
Do you like hot wax: Not when it’s on me.
Do you like incense: No.
Do you like the taste of blood: No.
Do you believe in love: Not exactly.
Do you believe in soul mates: Not exactly.
Do you believe in love at first sight: No.
Do you believe in Heaven: Yes.
Do you believe in forgiveness: Depends.
Do you believe in God: Yes.
What do you want done with your body when you die: I haven’t really thot bt it.
Who is your worst enemy: Hmm..
If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be: Cat.
What is the latest you've ever stayed up: 3a.m.
Ever been to Belgium: No, though I heard they have good chocolates.
Can you eat with chopsticks: Obviously.
What's your favorite coin: ?.
What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to: New York City. Dublin. Paris. Rome. Staying here.
What are some of your favorite pig out foods – Chips. Soft drinks. Cotton candies. Cookies.
What's something that you wish people would understand – I’m so complicated.
What's something you wish you could understand better – Why am I so difficult?
Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time – All my friends.
What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow – Everything to be okay.
My mother thinks I am: Lazy (Which I am).
My sibling thinks I am: Sweet.
My grandma thinks I am: Lazy.
My grandpa thinks I am: They’ve both passed away.
My boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: I’m single.
Your three best qualities: Able to speak back. Thinking. Creative.
Three worst qualities: Whiny. Lazy. Emotional.
Three things you are often complimented for: Not really.
You get embarrassed when: My crush is revealed.
Makes you happy: When I get wad I want, and whatever I do makes ppl around happy.
Upsets you: When there are changes, or things don’t go my way.

Yes or No
You keep a diary: Yes.
You like to cook: Yes.
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: Uh.
You fold your underwear: Yes.
You talk in your sleep: Yes.
You bite your fingernails. No.
You believe in love: No.

Last
Movie you rented: Nothing.
Movie you bought: Hm. I don’t really get any of those VCDs.
Song you listened to: Simple Love.
Song you've downloaded: Simple Love.
CD you listened to prior to the current one: A burned CD.
Person you've called: Mei Xia.
Person that's called you: Val.
TV show you've watched: Showbiz.

Do
You wish you could live somewhere else: I guess.
Others find you attractive: Haha no I don’t think so.
You want more piercings: No.
You want more tattoos: No.
You drink: Not frequently.
You do drugs: Never.
You like cleaning: When I like to.
You like roller coasters: No.
You write in cursive or print: Depends.
You carry a donor card: No.

Have You
Ever cried over a boy/girl: Yes.
Ever lied to someone: Sometimes.
Ever been in a fist fight: No.
Ever been arrested: Of cos not.

Spoken 4:06 PM .

My grandmother woke me up today at 10.
But I slept back again.
I was so freaking tired.
She woke me up again at 10.30 and I slept back again.
I finally woke up after that from a really really weird dream.
Saw the clock, it was 10.50.
I was suppose to meet Jillene and Grace at Bedok at 11.30.
Yes I’m late.

Hurried bathed and got changed.
Suffered from some bad stomach pains after that.
Gastric I think.
Maybe it’s cos I didn’t have breakfast.
So I met them straight at the supermarket.
Got wad we wanted to get and went to have lunch.
I didn’t had any food.
Just drank my cup of Soya Bean Milk.
Wasn’t feeling hungry, though I can feel my stomach is really empty.

They went to collect their sch books before meeting me.
Ahhyeah.
Was feeling really really tired.
So I didn’t help them much.
I was just eating my lunch while they handled the brownie mix.
Then later, I just sat there and watch them make the cookies.
The cookies turned out really big.
It was fat and round.
Like any huge chunk of cookie.
Made me feel nauseous again, at the sight of chocolate.

They played tennis after that.
Again, I was sitting there, watching them play.
I realized after that, that I have a fever.
A slight fever.
God, it sure freaked me out.
I was non-stop telling myself,
“I have no dry cough, no body aches, no breathing problems.”
Trying to assure myself that nothing’s gonna go wrong.

We made a couple of calls later on.
Just to check on Jean.
She’s sick too, a slight fever.
Heard she was getting paranoid yesterday.
She was like “I think I’m gonna die!”
Haha. Nicole’s sick too.
So we gave her a ring just to make sure she’s all right.
We’re probably really bored that’s why.
But we are worried bt them too.
Heard almost every class have homework given to them.
Especially Social Studies/Geography girls.
Cos of that particularly strict teacher that teaches them all.

Just received my homework from the phone.
As well as an sms from Samantha.
It came at the same time.
Just 5 English reports on 5 different SARS newspaper articles.
100 words each. Pretty easy.

Friends was good yesterday.
It never fails to give me a good laugh.
Let alone yesterday’s episode.
Missed the show so much.
Thank God it came back for another season.

Spoken 9:29 PM .

Feeling so tired today.
-Stretched-.
Made a trip down to Bugis with my mother and sister.
Did some window shopping but bought nothing.
I woke up really really early this morning.
Around 11. Due to the fact that I slept only at 3.
I could’ve slept more.
But I didn’t.

Went down to the Library after that.
Borrowed some more books so I wouldn’t be so bored this week.
There’s probably a lot of ppl going down to sch this week to take their books home.
No, not me.
Most of my books are at home anyway.
-Shrug-.

Oh oh.
Friends is on TV today.
Yippee.
Something to look forward to.
My condo’s banned ppl from playing tennis/badminton and sauna.
Now, I wunder why.
It’s cos of SARS.
But I still don’t see how banning all these helps.
Well too bad then.

I saw the personally autographed Converse shoes by Energy.
And the ball.
It’s the one at Bugis Junction.
It’s not for sale. Hmm.
How I wish I could steal them.
It’s so simple to just take it.
It’s not even in some sealed-up display case.
It just at the glass display there.
With a lot of their posters.

Looked at the cookbook for Malay food.
I was attracted to it cos of the picture of Black Pepper Crabs in front.
Started searching for it.
But. Guess wad.
One of the borrowers of the book tore it away.
Some selfish bitch.
.

Spoken 8:06 PM .

I Am

Which tarot card are you?
Spoken 9:31 PM .

Did nothing much today.
Except the normal lunch with relatives.
My uncle just had a fight with his wife.
Yes the newly-wed one.
That’s wad we call lovers’ tiff.
He doesn’t look okay though, sulky and all.
Apparently, he’s jealous.
Something bt her and her ex-boyfriend.
Ah well.

Walked around Parkway.
Felt a sudden need to shop.
Stopped by Giant.
You know, I’ve never been there before.
So I was pretty amazed at what they have.
It’s really big, with everything there.
Whatever that I can’t find, it’s there!
Unfortunately I didn’t get much time to walk more in there.

Bought my External card, and film for this Saturday’s concert.
Got some bread from Delifrance.
Then we’re off to home.
It started raining really heavily when we’re in the car.
Hmm.
I forgot that I have to get a blank CD for myself.
Ahh shucks.

Spoken 8:46 PM .