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Saturday, March 15, 2003

Tuning : Waterfall” TLC

Ahh.
Stay-home Saturday for me today.
There’s a whole pile of Holiday homework waiting for me to do.
Those teachers of mine are just so sweetaren’t they?
Grr.

Oh lets see. We have many many pages of E Math Ten Years Series.
A Chi Article Writing.
Many many A Math questions.
Physics Worksheet.
And there’s still some more to be given to me next Tue.
History/Bio/Social Studies Worksheets.
The History worksheet is three questions.
I bet that bitchy History teacher of mine surely set a 12-mark question in it.
There’s English Comprehension too.
Urgh.
Sarah even dropped the bomb that we have to finish ten fricking articles of Social Studies by the Holidays closes.
I have five so far. Perfect.
Just great.

Other than that, there’s tests when sch re-opens.
Social Studies and Physics test.
I envy 3/5. They have no homework. Zilch.
Seems like it’s gonna be a hell of a hectic holiday for me this week.
Grace Lee told me yesterday “Relax. You still have one more week to do. Take life easy man.”
It’s easy for her to say. She’s a natural born genius.
She hardly studies for her last year’s end-year exams, and guess wad, she got into the third best class, which is a Science class.
I wunder wad Nurul is gonna do. She’s leaving for Ipoh today.
For a whole week outta S’pore. How the hell is she gonna complete her homework?
Or maybe she’s not planning on doing it at all yeah.
-Shrugs-.

Received sms from Jillene.
She’s all the way in far-away London. That lucky girl.
She even get to stop by HK for two days.
It’s a stop-over.
Shopping and side-seeing. Yes.
She tell me she’ll try to get me something back from there.
She better. Hmph.
Anyways, cos’ there’s some disease spreading going on in HK.
And it’s spreading real fast.
So I sms-ed her telling her to be careful and so on.
Her sms:
Thanks. I know bt the disease spreading in HK. It’s like 8am here now. And it’s 4 degress, freaking cold here.
Yes yeah.
She’s going Buckingham Palace. Oh mann.

Yesterday was a whole lot of fun. Almost.
It was suppose to be just me and Sarah.
But a few of our other friends (who went for the ACSI thing) joined us.
Nurul. Avni. Nabs and her so-called new girlfriend.
I was sitting there waiting for the rest to finish their lunch at Long John.
It probably isn’t even lunch. Shld be tea break.
4 o’clock.
Nabilah and her girl over there are like so touchy.
It just spells major P D A.
Right.

Spoken 11:48 PM .

Thursday, March 13, 2003

ME.
Much of the time you are preoccupied with things of an intensely exciting nature. You need stimulation and variation with all matters pertaining to your life. You want to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality being able to charm and influence others. You use powerful strategies with predictable outcomes so as to avoid endangering your chances of success or undermining other people's confidence in you.

You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are not going right for you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mental state of mind necessitates that you need to change your thinking patterns. Remember, if one particular modus operandi doesn't seem to work, then try something different.
You are a dreamer and you seek perfection in any relationship that you may establish. Some of your ideas and standards are over the top so it may be a good idea to review your perception of life and accept people for what they are - not for what you would like them to be.

Your inherent powers and perseverance are in danger of being overwhelmed by excessive stress. You have a great deal of resilience which is being overtaxed by the continued attempt to overcome existing difficulties but you are sticking to your objectives in spite of the intolerable pressure. After considerable reflection you believe that it is impossible to reverse the situation and so you would truly like to be free of it altogether.

The tensions that you are trying to cope with are a result of conditions which are really beyond your control. As a consequence of this almost impossible situation and not being able to get your own way, you are subjected to frustration and almost ungovernable anger. You are trying to remedy the situation but the stress that you are experiencing is making the situation even worse. You feel so inadequate that you are not quite sure which way to turn. A good suggestion would to be to try to relieve the stress and anxiety by participating in some very active physical activity which will relieve your tension.

You really would like to be completely uninhibited - to let your hair down - but you are held back by your sense of logic and rationality, since you realize that by simple stupidity you could lose everything - whatever that may be.

Spoken 10:38 PM .

Everything went wrong.
No no.
It just wasn’t wad everyone visualized.
The whole ACSI thing just sucked.
Everyone probably thot it’s gonna be a major Guy-Watch session.
No. We didn’t even meet any handsome guys there.
None. Zilch.

The trip to ACSI (Which is all the way at Buona Vista) was rather fun.
My class were all gathered at the back.
Though at furst some were scattered in the front.
We were discussing the whole class party.
Which is this Friday.
I’m in charge of bringing the tissues!. HAHA.
Lol.
Right .
There’s gonna be food, obviously, but it’s taken care of by the other part of our class.
They were left in sch (Sniggers). SYF girls. Yep.
Cherie’s gonna bake brownies. I hope.
Nurul brought a lot of things with her today.
Everyone zipped open her bag. And we found:
Candies.
Chocolates.
Potato chips.
Extra clothes.
Street Directory book.
Gaha. Silly girl.
She brought these stuff like she’s camping over there or something.
No wait. She’s scared she’ll get lost in S’pore.
Hehe. Now I know why anyone who sits next to her is so lucky.
She’s an endless-supply of food.

And Nurul started suggesting stingray for the party.
Be realistic girls. We only have four bucks in our fund.
Gosh!
She’s like “NO. Stingray is cheap.”
She was repeating that non-stop.
Then when it comes to aluminium foil, she was so worked up.
She was saying why Jillene and I gave away the club’s foil to the Delifrance ppl.
Fran was saying “Foil is so cheap. Only one dollar thirty five cents.”
Then Nurul said “Foil where got cheap. The extremely large one is expensive.”
Okay. Here’s the idea:
She say, stingray is cheap, and aluminium foil is expensive.
-Speechless-.

ACS is filthy rich. Even when I furst stepped into the sch I realized that.
They have a swimming pool. And they do the water sports for PE lessons.
They have four levels of lockers, which is definitely provided for everyone in the sch.
They have a ACS Boarding Sch next to it.
It has really really nice hostels.
Which looked more like those apartments you find in America or something.
And a air-conditioned dining hall. Oh Goodness.
I was in awe.
A nicer pond they have, which is big. With rocks steps.
They probably have more auditoriums than I can count.

Enough of all that.
The whole talk dragged on and on.
For 7 fucking hours.
SEVEN!
It’s like murdering me.
Every single word that comes outta that Canadian woman’s mouth, I just feel so much like strangling her.
The lunch provided stinks.
You can see leftovers on the SAC girls’ plates when they returned it.
The other sch, Dunman Secondary and others, their students plates were sparkling clean.
Almost every scrap of food was eaten.
Oh man.
It’s either we are spoilt or they are just too hungry.
I’ll go with the furst one. Everyone was hungry anyway.
I went to the toilet like three times.
Furst with Rachel, then Fran, and Samantha.
Ahh well
Everything was just screwed up for us.
It's not wad we expected.
And I'm definitely not going for tomorrow's talk.
After experiencing today's, tomorrow's a no no for me.
Samantha and I decided on that.
Cos we're partners. If one doesn't go the other shldn't either.
Hah yeah.

Spoken 10:36 PM .

Wednesday, March 12, 2003

Tuning : Honey” Mariah

I’m feeling restless today. Like how I always feel on Thursdays and Fridays.
The draggy feeling that tells me my weekends are coming.
My rest days.
Yes. And today’s feeling is extremely restless.
Cos’ the March holidays are here (Yippee?).
The rest of the week is gonna be spent at ACSI for the stock exchange talk.
Meaning no sch. Hahaah.
-Beams brightly-.
I love it.

I got Rachel in trouble again during A Math.
I feel bad myself too.
She’s sitting next to me anyway.
I was looking over at her side everytime.
This happens when I’m bored you see.
So it’ll happen everytime.
Then she and I were talk at furst. Then we stopped.
The teacher drones on.
I looked over at her side (It’s a habit!).
Then, I think what she wanted to say was “Why you keep looking at me?”
But she only managed to say “Why..”
Then the teacher said loudly “RACHEL! I said stop talking!”
I burst into laughters. Quietly.
LOL*. Oh man. Poor thing.
Then she goes “Wah lau.”
I guess whoever that sits next to me will definitely get into trouble at least once cos’ of me.
Gah right.

I heard that Literature lessons were quiet without me yesterday.
-Grin-.
Priya: “It was quiet yesterday.”
Teacher: “We missed you. With so much of a passion. You know, the way your mouth just fires.”
HAHA.
Alicia: “You left me alone yesterday!”
Aw. Most of them must be immune to my non-stop yakking.
-
Did something really interesting during PC today.
We were suppose to decorate and write on a piece of paper on why this person is special to you.
Wrote for Priya.
Received one from Amanda.
Yeah, there.
Then, later on, we were suppose to write why we love our class 3/6.
Mine was short and sweet.
“I love 3/6 cos’ they rock my world” (Yeah baby -winks-).
HAH*. Decorate it with butterflies.
I announced to everyone “Mine’s so pretty cos’ I drew butterflies.”
Then Avni started giggling. She was like “you and your butterflies again.”
Others wrote long long paragraphs. I wunder. Hm.

ACSI will probably be a lot of fun tomorrow.
I hope.
I think it’s gonna be some sorta competition of Stock Exchange knowledge.
Guess wad.
We have none. I know nuts bt Stock Exchange.
I’ll buy myself Samantha’s gloss. It’s rather nice.
Just wad I want.
Fasio. Yes. Uh huh.

Spoken 6:57 PM .

Tuesday, March 11, 2003

Today’s sucha long long day.
Gave sch a miss. Yeah, mother wrote a letter for me.
ROM for my uncle and his bride.
Ga.
It’s all the way at Suntec, around the area.
Rather crowded today, many many other families registering too.
I’m the photographer for the day. LOL.
Right.
Took pictures, obviously. Will upload all by this week I guess.
After the rest of the photos are developed.
The solemnest was droning on and on. Gr.
I was holding the digital camera waiting.
On the verge of screaming at him “Just get on with the I dos will you.”
Yes, but he’s innocent. It’s all in the book.

Lunch at the Pan Pacific’s. The food there is fabu-licious.
-Smacks lips-.
All the unique ones that probably most of it is Italian.
But the Chi food sucks there. They probably specialize more on European.
The strawberry mousse cake is the best. I love it.
Yes. Me and my strawberries again.
Crepes there isn’t that nice.
The auntie making it pissed me off.
I was standing there with my sister, pondering how the hell are we gonna go bt doing the crepes.
And the auntie rudely says “You want anot?”
Like we are affecting her so-called business. -Rolls eyes-.
Whatever. Her attitude stinks.
Even the rest of my relatives says so.
Sushi there was superb though.

We went off to visit my grandmother. Then.
To their house. As in the new in-laws house.
My new aunt’s father is so nice to me.
He practically forced me to lend his VCDs. Haha.
Read Cleo while the adults talked on and on.

I'm so fucking crazy bt this Taiwan guy.
Yes. I think I'm turning straight. LOL.
Haha.
His name is Shuwei. And obviously, he's a celebrity.
He's like. Ah. I'm mesmerized by him.
He's the hottest. I do mean it.
And he's just so cute. Pretty eyes. I love his pretty eyes.
And his nice hairstyle. Oh rather, cute hairstyle.
Which probably hardly anyone have it. I guess so.
Oh man. Make me love him more. Such a cutie-pie.
And I start liking him after him and his band left S'pore.
Yes. perfect. Just perfect.

Spoken 9:50 PM .

Monday, March 10, 2003

Tuning : Just A Little” Liberty X

Sch’s been tiring today. Very.
Took two tablets to cure my runny nose. Sneezed like hell.
According to my mum, it says it’s non-drowsy.
All the way to sch, I was feeling extremely tired.
Not that I’m not tired the other times, but this is to the extreme.
I wasn’t even much in the mood to talk to Melissa either. Or to anyone at all.

Stress? I don’t know. I’m tired that’s for sure. I just can’t help my close my eyes sometimes to catch a few seconds of sleep.
I couldn’t even study my History during reading period cos those sickening teachers were walking around and checking on us.
I was really bt to doze off during Literature.
I don’t think the teacher looks very happy bt it either. I was just seated right in front of her.
That’s cos I just took another of those two tablets.
It must be drowsy tablets. If not how come I felt like sleeping so much.

The History standard’s not hard. Just not enough time.
How the hell do they expect us to do a 12-mark question in half an hour’s time.
I just rushed in the conclusion, like I always do.
I don’t even think I’m actually including relevant points.
There was just so much stuff to write.
Everyone just wrote like bt one and half page.
And I was so confident that Civil War will be including, and it didn’t.
Ah disappointment.
I’ll be lucky even if I got myself 6 marks.
Took the bus with Rae and Fran.
I’m telling you, Francesca is very cute. Haha. Her expression makes me laugh.
Her oh-so-cute expression. Just that I call it the pathetic look.
She gives me the pout, saying “I don’t like you already!”
Cos I teased her everytime. Gahaha. She’s just sucha adorable lil thing.
See her more. You’ll get wad I mean.

Finished the book already. Ahh finally.
It so China-ish. Cos’ it is, duh.
But I enjoyed the book though. Interesting stories.
Suppose to take an evening nap. But I got too hooked up to the computer.
Gah. And I was having a headache awhile ago.
I think I need some serious rest. March holidays coming anyway.
Great.
I’ll love to get a week off from sch.
Except the fact that the bitchy History teacher of mine is giving us extra lessons on Tue.
I need to shop for my clothes, that is if I’m attending the Dance Night.
It really sounds like a lot of fun.
Got negative comments from last year’s one. That’s why.

I love this particular Chi song sang by a Taiwan band.
Okay I’ll translate it to English here.
It goes like:
I’ll hold your hand.
To feel the firework’s most mesmerizing season.
Brightening up my life’s everything.
Scatter our joy on every single day that I love you.

Spoken 9:38 PM .

Sunday, March 09, 2003

Tuning : Shape" Sugababes

Sucha great Sunday. Though I had to drag my ass outta the bed.
I was so fucking tired.
Lunch with the future in-laws. Uncle's getting married.
His girlfriend is rather pretty I must say.
She has good taste. In her clothes I mean. Haha.
At this Restaurant. Crystal Jade's.
You know, the place that sells top-graded Chi delicacies.
It's good. -Thumbs up-. Hungry hungry by then.

Took quite awhile to get into the transport and back home.
My uncle's a fucking romantic.
He got her a Gucci watch. Cost 1500 bucks.
-Eyes widens-.
Oh well. Those young love we call.

Reached home and straightaway headed for the gym with my sister.
Ran on the treadmill. Did the cycling. Some push-ups.
Sweated like fuck.
After that, finished off some History studying.
I'm craving for bread now.
Oh God. Seriously, wads up with me man.
Sch's on tomorrow. But not on for me this Tue.
Hahaha -sniggers-. I'm hungry.
I'll get my food then. Arh. -Skips off-.

Spoken 10:18 PM .

Tuning : Strength Of A Woman" Shaggy

Day's been bad. I do mean bad.
It feels like the whole world's against me.
Whatever.
Everything just spoils the damn mood of mine to go town.
Including the rain. Just when we stepped outta the Somerset train station, it was pouring like crazy.
We can't walk anywhere, even to Heerens.
We had to take the train to Orchard so we had the underpass to Wisma.

Lunch at Mos Burger's. It was crowded. Lunch hour suppose.
Waiting for the seat to be available. Aimed at this two aunties. They were chatting, with one fucking fry left and their drinks.
Hello, didn't they see us waiting?. It's either they're blind or wad.
I was fine at furst, waiting, and when I get impatient, cos they have no courtesy to give up their seats when it's the lunch hour.
Fucked ppl. Fucked aunties.
Call themselves adults.
But thank God the young couple at the back of us sees us waiting so they quickly ate their food and left.
This, is wad we call good ppl.
Hmp.
Followed by other fucked ppl. Argh.
The rain just worsens the situation. It was hard to move around.
This is not call a good time shopping in town. It's a mistake to come to town today.
Wrong day. Wrong time.

Followed by an embarrassing situation. Oh God. I'm just trying to erase that whole scene outta my mind.
I just have to. I might not be able to step in there for a few months.
I just can't.
I just wanna stop talking bt wad happened.
Topshop changed their fashions. It's now so. 77th Street. Too J Lo, according to Sarah.
It's bad. Very bad.

It's my mom's birthday tomorrow. Made her a gift. As always.
During DMC today, we watched the MVP show. It's in a VCD from our junior Jessica.
Now u see how slack it is around there.
We got Crystal hooked to the show.
I go like "See, I told u it's nice right? I told u the guys in there handsome right?"
Gahaha.
There was nothing much to do during CCA time. Went through the photography notes that Min Ah lent me.
We wanted to mount up the netball tournament photos but Poorani and Alyani weren't here.

Oh. Scrabble competition.
Rachel. Rae. Mei Yi. Si Hui.
Wished them luck before they go off to Cedar.
Rachel was sucha cutie today. Jillene and I went to take photos of facial expressions around the sch.
Normally, those girls sees the conspicuous camera and just screams "Don't want la", -covering their faces-.
But Rachel is different.
She says proudly "Hey take a beautiful picture of me okay?" and she gave that adorable pretty smile.
Too bad we can't take that smile. We must have natural facial expressions.
It's all bt photography I guess.

I just realized my voice has changed to worse. Even Francesca realized that today.
Everyone did. I wunder.
No wunder I can't sing. God.
Just went to check out the refridgerator.
I'm limited to eat certain foods stuff. No chocolates/candies. =(
I have this terrible craving for fried wan tons. Don't ask why.
Arh.
J. Lo's the bomb man. I love that Latino babe.
I think I'll cook myself instant noodles or something. I'm seriously getting hungry.
Argh. Yess. See you.

Spoken 12:00 AM .